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300

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300 is not a small number, you have to count from 1, 2, 3, 4, 5………………….…. And so on to reach 300. This is the 300 of love, the 300 days! J I’m so happy we can reach this number of days my dear. For me, this is not an easy thing for 2 people to have a close relationship and sharing their problem along the way, forgiving and accepting. Thanks for given me a chance to prove my love to you. I love you much! I like to see your smile I like to hear your laughter I like to just looking at you I like to hold your hand I like to hug you I like to kiss you I like when we looking at each other and saying nothing but just smiling.  I never feel boring when you are around because you will always cheer me up when I’m down. You lighten me up and always very supportive. You are my angel and my light which can’t be replaced by anyone. The separation made us suffer so much. I’m sorry for not be there for you for most of the time which the time when you needed me the most. Only God know ho

Heart Broken :’(

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I’m just a simple guy which I want is happiness. For the matter of stuff and gadgets, actually I don’t need them. In which if happiness surrounded me, all those things are useless, I won’t even take a look at it. I’m missing now, somewhere in the clouds. I can’t find myself, I don’t even recognize myself. What is happening to me? My body is here, but my soul is gone. Is it just went missing or is taken? All I can comment is, ‘I don’t know’.   I feel so strange, I think the feeling I coming back to me like I fall down and drowning years ago. I don’t like this feeling, it’s killing me every seconds. I forgot how to smile. How my mind to control and make my face smile; I forgot. I never thought this will happen again because I have found the light and missing piece of me but now it’s gone again for I don’t know how long. You know how does it feel? I feel like a dagger is stab on my heart. The dagger is not just giving me pain, it also controls my behavior, and it limi

Sad

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What's in your mind when you're thinking about sad? Unhappiness; I perhaps? Well, that's not a wrong answer. Actually, this month is not a happy for me even though it's my b'day month. For the past few years, I've been living in a happy and 'prince' life. Nothing can spoil my days; rains; sunny; cold or windy, nothing can stop the prince from walking to his place. Till... The day I walk out from my sweet home and aiming for my future development. From that day, sad comes in place; my life. Every time I being sad, I started to flash back the sweet moment when I'm with my family and the best moment with my buddy. The best moment was with my love one (Family). There are many sources of sadness. My sources of sadness are from disagreement, dissatisfaction, disappointed feeling, angry, scare and many more. I can’t list them all. Sadness can take over someone's behaviour and personality. I'm a shy person but I wish to share everything with som

Positive thinking of me. :)

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Positive. What is positive? Definition? In mathematics, positive means something that is not negative; to the right. There are so many meaning of positive but who cares? Right? I think I' m the one that going to create my own 'positive' definition. Ha-ha. I love the people with positive thinking. Positive thinking people always put a smile on their face. :) And they always one step ahead of us in matter of cognitive and physically. Maybe that's the motivation that keeps a positive person ahead. A positive minded. I'm myself a positive thinker. No deny he-he. Whatever happens, I'll stay calm and be cool, settle down and think for a way. Think for a positive way and won't think for the negative side. People tell me that we should also think for the bad or negative side of a event and that we can find the best solution from it. Yap, that's true also. I can't say other people opinions are wrong. However, I still think of the opposite of positive;