Heart Broken :’(

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I’m just a simple guy which I want is happiness. For the matter of stuff and gadgets, actually I don’t need them. In which if happiness surrounded me, all those things are useless, I won’t even take a look at it.

I’m missing now, somewhere in the clouds. I can’t find myself, I don’t even recognize myself. What is happening to me? My body is here, but my soul is gone. Is it just went missing or is taken? All I can comment is, ‘I don’t know’. 

I feel so strange, I think the feeling I coming back to me like I fall down and drowning years ago. I don’t like this feeling, it’s killing me every seconds.

I forgot how to smile. How my mind to control and make my face smile; I forgot. I never thought this will happen again because I have found the light and missing piece of me but now it’s gone again for I don’t know how long.

You know how does it feel? I feel like a dagger is stab on my heart. The dagger is not just giving me pain, it also controls my behavior, and it limited my personality. Quickly! Someone please remove the dagger for me! I’m suffocating~


Heart broken, I’m heart broken. Seriously heart broken.

There is no place for me to go in a situation like this. Suicide is not the answer. (For moron only)

I’m lost and confused. Why?






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