Articulation of a - HIRO

不用一首歌的时间 我就爱上你 音乐没停止 思念就开始 如果爱情是个游戏 我我愿输给你 想不到 等待是个孤独的玩意 我爱你 我爱你 不过是 三个字简单的 认真的 吓坏了 我自己 没问你 就爱你 我不是 最好的 对不起 请你准我高攀了你 看着你 我竟然看不起自己 遇见你 竟没有离开的权利 有了你 之前的爱 只是练习 为了准备更好对你 两个人抱在一起 究竟需要多少力气 上帝都不明白我哪里来的勇 气

"Good evening everyone!" I hope that you are enjoying the dinner and the performance for the evening at our "Elegant Night" farewell dinner. Well, it is no secret to anyone here that I am the most excited of all of us to be graduating from this college.   If school for me was an ocean cruise, my ship wanted to sink just around halfway! Boy was I sinking fast, in the midst of the assignments, and tests. But as I looked before me and behind me, all I could see was open sea. I had come too far to go back or to fail. So I want to start by thanking all of those hard working lecturers that gave me counsel and tutorials and to my friends who helps me till I made it ashore. There are so many interesting and funny things happened throughout this diploma studies. Each event ties up closer our friendship. At first, I was so eager to graduate but now I feel sad because we all have to go with our own separate way and will we ever meet again is still a question. Anyway tonight ...

I never thought I would write about this. Ha-ha. All happens in yesterday. My friend (Malay) and I (Chinese) had a journey on 2th of April. We started our journey at Tambun by using the local transport services. Yes, it’s the bus. We waited almost 30 min before the bus arrived in front of us. Hop on the bus and the driver follow the road that he always takes. At that time, there are only few passengers in the bus. My friend said:  “1 Malaysia.” And then I noticed in the bus was filled by multi-racial people. That is the great thing you can found in Malaysia, with multi-racial people living harmoniously (think again). The highlight in the bus was the bus fare collector (Chinese) and the driver (Indian). Both of them were talking none stop about the lack of passenger in the bus. I eavesdropping them; the bus driver was complaining there were only few passengers and it’s very unprofitable and something about they were late from the schedule. My friend and I stop near the Ipoh Para...

Now, is already April 1, 2011( April Fools' Day ). Time never wait for anyone, it keeps on ticking and circling around, around and around. Sun ups and moon downs. With the bored of days, March is over. The essential point is, what had improvement? I can’t live without any achievement every day, it make me feels like useless and dumb. Human must always advance to have a stable and decent life. Time Management. Is what I learn in March. March, March, March. This month is the month of tiredness, sadness, moodiness, and many more emotion and feelings. I’ve encountered so many situations where I need to manage my time in order to cope with the every day’s life in college. Feel so rush and my adrenaline were high up the scale! Any discouragement might make me mad. There is few time in the month which put me in bad shape where I almost lost myself to my adrenaline charges. However, I manage to come through it with strong determination and endurance. I endure so much and put my ego...

300 is not a small number, you have to count from 1, 2, 3, 4, 5………………….…. And so on to reach 300. This is the 300 of love, the 300 days! J I’m so happy we can reach this number of days my dear. For me, this is not an easy thing for 2 people to have a close relationship and sharing their problem along the way, forgiving and accepting. Thanks for given me a chance to prove my love to you. I love you much! I like to see your smile I like to hear your laughter I like to just looking at you I like to hold your hand I like to hug you I like to kiss you I like when we looking at each other and saying nothing but just smiling.  I never feel boring when you are around because you will always cheer me up when I’m down. You lighten me up and always very supportive. You are my angel and my light which can’t be replaced by anyone. The separation made us suffer so much. I’m sorry for not be there for you for most of the time which the time when you needed me the most. Only God kno...

I’m just a simple guy which I want is happiness. For the matter of stuff and gadgets, actually I don’t need them. In which if happiness surrounded me, all those things are useless, I won’t even take a look at it. I’m missing now, somewhere in the clouds. I can’t find myself, I don’t even recognize myself. What is happening to me? My body is here, but my soul is gone. Is it just went missing or is taken? All I can comment is, ‘I don’t know’.   I feel so strange, I think the feeling I coming back to me like I fall down and drowning years ago. I don’t like this feeling, it’s killing me every seconds. I forgot how to smile. How my mind to control and make my face smile; I forgot. I never thought this will happen again because I have found the light and missing piece of me but now it’s gone again for I don’t know how long. You know how does it feel? I feel like a dagger is stab on my heart. The dagger is not just giving me pain, it also controls my behavior, and it ...

What's in your mind when you're thinking about sad? Unhappiness; I perhaps? Well, that's not a wrong answer. Actually, this month is not a happy for me even though it's my b'day month. For the past few years, I've been living in a happy and 'prince' life. Nothing can spoil my days; rains; sunny; cold or windy, nothing can stop the prince from walking to his place. Till... The day I walk out from my sweet home and aiming for my future development. From that day, sad comes in place; my life. Every time I being sad, I started to flash back the sweet moment when I'm with my family and the best moment with my buddy. The best moment was with my love one (Family). There are many sources of sadness. My sources of sadness are from disagreement, dissatisfaction, disappointed feeling, angry, scare and many more. I can’t list them all. Sadness can take over someone's behaviour and personality. I'm a shy person but I wish to share everything with som...

Positive. What is positive? Definition? In mathematics, positive means something that is not negative; to the right. There are so many meaning of positive but who cares? Right? I think I' m the one that going to create my own 'positive' definition. Ha-ha. I love the people with positive thinking. Positive thinking people always put a smile on their face. :) And they always one step ahead of us in matter of cognitive and physically. Maybe that's the motivation that keeps a positive person ahead. A positive minded. I'm myself a positive thinker. No deny he-he. Whatever happens, I'll stay calm and be cool, settle down and think for a way. Think for a positive way and won't think for the negative side. People tell me that we should also think for the bad or negative side of a event and that we can find the best solution from it. Yap, that's true also. I can't say other people opinions are wrong. However, I still think of the opposite of positive; ...

Ever try to think why the sky is blue in colour? And what is the real colour of the ocean? Ha ha.. i'm wondering so long already but i didn't find the answer (without effort) Well.. i would like to scream 'Jusz Hiro is back' like all the movies or comic would did but i won't.. :P People said 'Blog' is for blogger and the people that keep updating the blog everyday. I think that would be a wrong perception. Blog used to be a personal space for blogger to express their feeling, thought and idea. However, now it become the place that people want to keep 'connected' and so the 'following' and 'follower' tabs rise up.  Some people think 'Why we want to write and update the blog if there is no one to read?' For me, i would prefer 'Diary' rather than 'Blog', it's the same anyway. One in form of paper and another in form of binary digits. It's because i like the feeling of putting the diary ...