Articulation of a - HIRO

300 is not a small number, you have to count from 1, 2, 3, 4, 5………………….…. And so on to reach 300. This is the 300 of love, the 300 days! J I’m so happy we can reach this number of days my dear. For me, this is not an easy thing for 2 people to have a close relationship and sharing their problem along the way, forgiving and accepting. Thanks for given me a chance to prove my love to you. I love you much! I like to see your smile I like to hear your laughter I like to just looking at you I like to hold your hand I like to hug you I like to kiss you I like when we looking at each other and saying nothing but just smiling.  I never feel boring when you are around because you will always cheer me up when I’m down. You lighten me up and always very supportive. You are my angel and my light which can’t be replaced by anyone. The separation made us suffer so much. I’m sorry for not be there for you for most of the time which the time when you needed me the most. Only God kno...

I’m just a simple guy which I want is happiness. For the matter of stuff and gadgets, actually I don’t need them. In which if happiness surrounded me, all those things are useless, I won’t even take a look at it. I’m missing now, somewhere in the clouds. I can’t find myself, I don’t even recognize myself. What is happening to me? My body is here, but my soul is gone. Is it just went missing or is taken? All I can comment is, ‘I don’t know’.   I feel so strange, I think the feeling I coming back to me like I fall down and drowning years ago. I don’t like this feeling, it’s killing me every seconds. I forgot how to smile. How my mind to control and make my face smile; I forgot. I never thought this will happen again because I have found the light and missing piece of me but now it’s gone again for I don’t know how long. You know how does it feel? I feel like a dagger is stab on my heart. The dagger is not just giving me pain, it also controls my behavior, and it ...

What's in your mind when you're thinking about sad? Unhappiness; I perhaps? Well, that's not a wrong answer. Actually, this month is not a happy for me even though it's my b'day month. For the past few years, I've been living in a happy and 'prince' life. Nothing can spoil my days; rains; sunny; cold or windy, nothing can stop the prince from walking to his place. Till... The day I walk out from my sweet home and aiming for my future development. From that day, sad comes in place; my life. Every time I being sad, I started to flash back the sweet moment when I'm with my family and the best moment with my buddy. The best moment was with my love one (Family). There are many sources of sadness. My sources of sadness are from disagreement, dissatisfaction, disappointed feeling, angry, scare and many more. I can’t list them all. Sadness can take over someone's behaviour and personality. I'm a shy person but I wish to share everything with som...

Positive. What is positive? Definition? In mathematics, positive means something that is not negative; to the right. There are so many meaning of positive but who cares? Right? I think I' m the one that going to create my own 'positive' definition. Ha-ha. I love the people with positive thinking. Positive thinking people always put a smile on their face. :) And they always one step ahead of us in matter of cognitive and physically. Maybe that's the motivation that keeps a positive person ahead. A positive minded. I'm myself a positive thinker. No deny he-he. Whatever happens, I'll stay calm and be cool, settle down and think for a way. Think for a positive way and won't think for the negative side. People tell me that we should also think for the bad or negative side of a event and that we can find the best solution from it. Yap, that's true also. I can't say other people opinions are wrong. However, I still think of the opposite of positive; ...

Ever try to think why the sky is blue in colour? And what is the real colour of the ocean? Ha ha.. i'm wondering so long already but i didn't find the answer (without effort) Well.. i would like to scream 'Jusz Hiro is back' like all the movies or comic would did but i won't.. :P People said 'Blog' is for blogger and the people that keep updating the blog everyday. I think that would be a wrong perception. Blog used to be a personal space for blogger to express their feeling, thought and idea. However, now it become the place that people want to keep 'connected' and so the 'following' and 'follower' tabs rise up.  Some people think 'Why we want to write and update the blog if there is no one to read?' For me, i would prefer 'Diary' rather than 'Blog', it's the same anyway. One in form of paper and another in form of binary digits. It's because i like the feeling of putting the diary ...

It is never been easy to be a "Hiro", you face thousand of situations and shamefulness. Once you be a "Hiro", you will know if not, you can't feel it. Life was always hard for "Hiro". Hiro would never mind if you come to his life and ruin everything. He would thanks you first cause giving him a test to make him stronger, more independence, discipline. And a Hiro will never say no. Hiro get to the place when someone summon for help. He will be there and give endless support and until the situation is settle down. He never ask anything for return. He said: " The greatest gift you gave was the moment when you let me lent a hand." Not everyone that asking for help come with a good intention. Some come with evil and meaningful thought. And this really give Hiro problem. Humans are always like this. Humans can't never run away from sin and mistake: Wrath Greed Sloth Pride Lust Envy Gluttony A Hiro knows that humans is powerle...

Love to Hate... Hate to Love... Why are we born? Why do we die? Evolution? The "survival of the fittest"? What is there to be achieved from Harming one another... Killing one another... The "egg" that we call planet... And the innumerable "spermatozoa" Which gather around these that we call life-forms... When one of these countless seed inseminates a planet, a new universe is born. But until that occurs, hundreds of millions of years will pass, and innumerable life-form will be born, then die... That is the be-all and end-all. Everything exists for that one moment. All so that the universe can evolve into the next dimension... Does that make us all just pawns? Are each of our short lives nothing but a cheap sacrifice just so the one chosen life-form can be born? No. That is not the case! Each and every one of us has a chance of becoming that one chosen life-form which inseminates a planet. Yes, it could be "you"....