I’m just a simple guy which I want is happiness. For the matter of stuff and gadgets, actually I don’t need them. In which if happiness surrounded me, all those things are useless, I won’t even take a look at it. I’m missing now, somewhere in the clouds. I can’t find myself, I don’t even recognize myself. What is happening to me? My body is here, but my soul is gone. Is it just went missing or is taken? All I can comment is, ‘I don’t know’. I feel so strange, I think the feeling I coming back to me like I fall down and drowning years ago. I don’t like this feeling, it’s killing me every seconds. I forgot how to smile. How my mind to control and make my face smile; I forgot. I never thought this will happen again because I have found the light and missing piece of me but now it’s gone again for I don’t know how long. You know how does it feel? I feel like a dagger is stab on my heart. The dagger is not just giving me pain, it also controls my behavior, and it ...
Chew Jetty - Penang 2017 I just want to write. I might not know what i write, or even understand what i wrote. After so many tries, i still lose in the battle of love. There are so much that i don't understand. When people decided to move on, they will go, regardless who you are. Once you seem important, split second or blink of an eye, everything changes, you are nothing to them. This feeling is hard to bear, it is like someone is pressing on your chest. So hard to breath, so hard to stand straight. Is this call... heartbreak? I did do all my might to love as hard as i can, so my partner won't feel left out of my life. Share everything i could. Unconditional love? I do it everyday. But i realize, when you do something too frequent, people might actually take it for granted, whether they with intend or without knowing. Love is about compromise. Love is about selfless. Love knows no boundary. Fall in love is easy, but staying in love is a cha...
No one will believe your story that tell by you. People will believe it from a third party. Sometimes it is so hard for people to have trust in you, and same goes as for you to have trust in someone. As a start, who am I for people to believe in? It is sad when you try to convince people with your genuine story, no one wants to believe in you. While when the same story is told by someone else, they believe it instantly. Sad? But the truth. It is worst, if the story is been twisted. How many people have fallen because of rumours spread by stranger? Or perhaps someone they know. Who you are today is what you have been taught, what you have experienced, what you have learned, and you decide to stay as who you are. Based on who you are, you attracts the same quality of people towards you. You will notice that, whoever that can click with you, they definitely have some habits or behaviours that is similar to yours. There is a saying said: "Be careful of who you mix with, ...
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